the boat and some parts ANATUMS FRIDAY – Radio_mix_kassette

field recording – we took a boat trip with captain Anastasia and Florence and Maxwell . i also meet a lovly dog. and we chilled with sounds..

field recording – Anatums friday
part of performances of following
Artist in Residence Vytautas Tinteri showcasing Video and Sound work
along a live Performance – created during his stay here at Anatums
titled : THRASHY LONDON
part of sounds from video work Jan-mars Old Town dj. by Anastasia Freygang
Jade Wilford poetry performance
Maxwell Reynish playing drums
WHITE PEOPLE SCRAP METAL live in concert

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my first week at Anatums Abode

silent party beauty flowers yummy food girl polkadots eyes laughter taxi farmers house rules good food sharing showering sleeping adventure wild hair horses boat trip dancing cold warm nature happy dog sharing showering caring home musik experiments

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Womanhood- London series at Anatum’s Abode – radio_mix_kassette

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Florence Uniacke hosts a series of readings about menstruation : http://threadsbook.org/threads/ that she records
and wants to record more with us.

Conny Prantera has recently launched her first MOON ROSE, a female only improv orchester and choir, an off spring of her and mark wagner’s mixed gender improv ritual occasion MOON RA

Anastasia Freygang – host of anatum´s abode and artist – http://www.anastasia-freygang.com/

Berglind Ágústsdóttir- http://berglind1.bandcamp.com/

Radio_mix_kassette https://www.mixcloud.com/radio_mix_kassette/  and http://radio-mix-kassette.tumblr.com/

London psychogeography. My own trashy London.

London full of rubbishWalking meditations. Or just playful drifting around London urban areas.

People are walking in circles. They pretend that they know very well where they are going but they are still stuck in the same circle. Or triangle. Each one of us has their own everyday walking route – triangle. And everybody has a different image of London.  There are thousands different perceptions of what London looks like. How do we migrate in cities? Why do we choose to live in some particular areas? How do we explore cities? How we travel from point a to b? Is it just a programmed route based on your journey planner or we choose our journeys across the city according to the nicer surroundings? I’d like to emphasize on the way we move across the city and try to reveal complexity of London by travelling all around London and being different character. Being fresh local whenever you go. When people get used to the same route, they pay less attention for things around them. Everyday I am trying to taste their reality, their routine; follow their path and recognize people who also fall out of framed routine.

Notting hill. A guy on the bridge  asks people for a cigarette. He is way too impatient and just distracts people passing by. I wonder whether he is so desperate about smoking or it’s just his character. He approaches me and starts telling a sad long story about how his wife left him because he has bi-polar syndrom; he says that he wants to make a dinner but doesnt know how to cook so he asks for my help. His flat is full of disabled-friendly devices due to his father illness but he is now in hospital. He tells me that the last guest at his house (before me) was a guy with a bag full of guns and drugs. Not a very promising welcoming. He gives me Quaran, we discuss about religion and agree on one thing – no one should ever look down to Jesus or Allah. If they get angry, they might destroy the world.

Brixton. 60+ years old lady with a girlish skirt holds two beer cans. She tells me about her son who kicked her out of her own apartment so she is staying now together with rasta drug dealer. Not that bad.

The city of London. Underground metro station. 50 bankers climb on the stairs. They all walk the same speed, it’s enough to slow down a little bit and you can feel their robotic movements  next to you. No one sees homeless guy with a blue cap. Their eye-level doesn’t reach such a low angle.

Everyone is so upset. Another homeless guy with colourful jacket just stands in one spot and stares at people. People just pass him by, no one ever looks to his lost eyes. An abyiss of street life. At least somebody could smile at him.

The only happy person I’ve seen that day was an old lady in 4 star hotel near hyde park. She was peacefully drinking tea with her friends and listening to live piano music. A little bit dull image but her eyes were truly celebrating life.

More observations on camera will be soon visible online.

„Painelectric – distribution board” movie recording at AA

 

Patryk Lichota & Piotr Bockowski are recording a short film based on their show ‘Painelectric sound tutorial” from Poznan/Berlin that aims at extending notions of body performance & interactive media into sonic pain simulation – you are invited to join this applied research and get electricuted !

„Painelectric – distribution board” movie presents a group of voltage junkies – technological dandies addicted to electric stimulation. They assume a degenerated society of galvanic masonery in the aura of their ancestral priests: Michael Faraday, Nikola Tesla, Georg Matthias Bose, Hippolyte Pixii, Johann Wilhelm Ritter., Ewald von Kleist.

Doses of the electric drug condense in the bodies of participants, their intoxication is boosted and synchronised by convulsions of the master of the ceremony & manipulator of sound apparatus, their movements become a collective vision of the participants. This hedonistic event turns into a new kind of gathering, where the bodies are reduced to hallucinogenic inductive coils and tune nervous systems to unknown channels.

Volunteers are welcome to participate in the infliction and filming of inappropriate voltage to themselves and others. It will take place inside the ‘Emporium’ distribution board at Anatums Abode on Friday 15th May between 10am-3pm

contact us via email fucuszito.johikomo@gmail.com

watch the previous show from a brothel in the shadow of berlin wall 9.02.2015 :

https://vimeo.com/119627735

 

Jac Aurora _ Poem

I composed this poem after 2 days of sleep and food deprivation, exercising and processing of the information that I’ve been gathering, through self observation, self analysis, and discussion on the subject . I hope you can read in those words something to relate too, and i invite you to explore in yourself this relation.

 

 Cultivation to the Mind

Through Time, I pass,

Through Time, I bleed

I learn, I grow

Then I expire

Through Time, I change,

I evolve, I begin, the shaping

of My Psyche, my Self esteem

Through Time, I pass,

Through Time, I fear

The Future oath

of My Gene

Through Time, I pass,

Through Time, I search

To awaken a Self,

more Complete, more Concrete,

Wiser, Steady, Sparkling

Through Time, I pass,

Through Time, I teach

My entire Being to be me,

I teach My Body

and My Soul,

I teach my mind,

My dogma

My Spirit and Control

Through Time, I pass,

Through Time, I dream

I learn, I grow

Then I expire

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Jac aurora _ Documentation

hello everyone,
here are  some of the documentation I’ve been reading for the past week.

Eric Berne

Analyse transactionnelle et psycotherapie

(transactional analysis and psychotherapy)

http://www.amazon.de/Analyse-transactionnelle-psychoth%C3%A9rapie-Eric-Berne/dp/2228894257/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1427104454&sr=8-1&keywords=eric++analyse+transactionnelle

 

The Soul, in many religious, philosophical and mythological traditions, is the incorporeal and, in many conceptions, immortal essence of a living thing.
Although the terms “soul” and “spirit” are sometimes used interchangeably, “soul” can denote a more worldly and less transcendent aspect of a person. According to James Hillman, a psychologist, the soul displays an affinity for negative thoughts and images, whereas the spirit seeks to rise above the entanglements of life and death. The words “soul” and “psyche” can also be used in a synonymous manner; although, “psyche” has more psychological connotations, whereas “soul” is more closely connected to spirituality and religion.

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Source http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Soul

Consciousness is the quality or state of awareness, or, of being aware of an external object or something within oneself. It has been defined as: sentience, awareness, subjectivity, the ability to experience or to feel, wakefulness, having a sense of selfhood, and the executive control system of the mind. Despite the difficulty in definition, many philosophers believe that there is a broadly shared underlying intuition about what consciousness is. As Max Velmans and Susan Schneider wrote in The Blackwell Companion to Consciousness: “Anything that we are aware of at a given moment forms part of our consciousness, making conscious experience at once the most familiar and most mysterious aspect of our lives.

The dictionary meaning of the word consciousness extends through several centuries and associated cognate meanings which have ranged from formal definitions to somewhat more skeptical definitions. One formal definition indicating the range of these cognate meanings is given in Webster’s Third New International Dictionary stating that consciousness is:

A. awareness or perception of an inward psychological or spiritual fact: intuitively perceived knowledge of something in one’s inner self.

B. inward awareness of an external object, state, or fact.

C: concerned awareness: INTEREST, CONCERN — often used with an attributive noun.

(2): the state or activity that is characterized by sensation, emotion, volition, or thought: something in nature that is distinguished from the physical.

(3): the totality in psychology of sensations, perceptions, ideas, attitudes and feelings of which an individual or a group is aware at any given time or within a particular time span .

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Source http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Consciousness

 

Soul searching: a brief history of the mind/body debate in the neurosciences.
“Abstract Anatomical and physiological understandings of the structure and function of the brain have worked to establish it as the “seat of the soul.” As an organ of reflection, meditation, and memory, the brain becomes synonymous with what defines the “self” through the existence of consciousness–of mind. Thus, the brain has been associated with a range of transcendent concepts–the soul, spirit, mind, and consciousness–that all relate in fundamental ways to each other both in terms of their perceived location within the brain and because of the way each works ultimately to define the person to whom the brain belongs.

In this article, the author provides a brief exploration of how interrelated these categories have been when seen in the context of ancient, Renaissance, early modern, and modern philosophical and medical concerns; how the brain has variously been perceived as home to these intimate states of being; and how practitioners from the neurosciences have reflected on these questions. The author provides novel insights into the interrelationships of philosophy, theology, and medicine by examining these issues through the lens of the history of neuroscience.”
source http://www.researchgate.net/publication/5884911_Soul_searching_a_brief_history_of_the_mindbody_debate_in_the_neurosciences

 

The human body in symbolism.

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“Johann Georg Gichtel, a profound Philosopher and mystic, the most illumined of the disciples of Jakob Böhme, secretly circulated the above diagrams among a small group of devoted friends and students. Gichtel republished the writings of Böhme, illustrating them with numerous remarkable figures. According to Gichtel, the diagrams above, represent the anatomy of the divine (or inner) man, and graphically set forth its condition during its human, infernal, and divine states. The plates in the William Law edition of Böhme’s works are based apparently upon Gichtel’s diagrams, which they follow in all essentials. Gichtel gives no detailed description of his figures, and the lettering on the original diagrams here translated out of the German is the only clue to the interpretation of the charts.

The two end figures represent the obverse and reverse of the same diagram and are termed Table Three. They are “designed to show the Condition of the whole Man, as to all his three essential Parts, Spirit, Soul, and Body, in his Regenerated State.” The third figure from the left is called the Second Table, and sets forth “the Condition of Man in his old, lapsed, and corrupted State; without any respect to, or consideration of his renewing by regeneration.” The third figure, however, does not correspond with the First Table of William Law. The First Table presumably represents the condition of humanity before the Fall, but the Gichtel plate pertains to the third, or regenerated, state of mankind. William Law thus describes the purpose of the diagrams, and the symbols upon them: “These three tables are designed to represent Man in his different Threefold State: the First before his Fall, in Purity, Dominion, and Glory: the Second after his Fall, in Pollution and Perdition: and the Third in his rising from the Fall, or on the Way of regeneration, in Sanctification and Tendency to his last Perfection.” The student of Orientalism will immediately recognize in the symbols upon the figures the Hindu chakras, or centers of spiritual force, the various motions and aspects of which reveal the condition of the disciple’s internal divine nature.”

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Just as the diagram representing the front view of man illustrates his divine principles in their regenerated state, so the back view of the same figure sets forth the inferior, or “night,” condition of the sun. From the Sphere of the Astral Mind a line ascends through the Sphere of reason into that of the Senses. The Sphere of the Astral Mind and of the Senses are filled with stars to signify the nocturnal condition of their natures. In the sphere of reason, the superior and the inferior are reconciled, Reason in the mortal man corresponding to Illumined Understanding in the spiritual man.

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From Law’s Figures of Jakob Böhme.

A tree with its roots in the heart rises from the Mirror of the Deity through the Sphere of the Understanding to branch forth in the Sphere of the Senses. The roots and trunk of this tree represent the divine nature of man and may be called his spirituality; the branches of the tree are the separate parts of the divine constitution and may be likened to the individuality; and the leaves–because of their ephemeral nature–correspond to the personality, which partakes of none of the permanence of its divine source.

Source http://www.sacred-texts.com/eso/sta/sta17.htm

 

Why and how You Daydream.

“When absorbed in intellectual attention we become so inattentive to outer things as to be ‘absent-minded,’ ‘abstracted,’ or ‘distraits.’All revery or concentrated meditation is apt to throw us into this state that transient lapses in the control of attention may lead to a shift in attention from the external world to internal mentation.” Serendipitously, it was while studying the brain’s activation during tasks involving memory and attention that neuroscientists first discovered the neural basis for daydreaming. While in between tasks, the researchers noticed that a set of brain structures in their participants started to become more active. These same structures turned off as soon as the participants began to engage in the cognitive tasks that were the original focus of the research.

Source https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/fulfillment-any-age/201301/why-and-how-you-daydream

Meditation and brain, update for 2014

Source http://jonlieffmd.com/blog/meditation-and-brain-update-2014

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ab in Anatum’s FINAL post

FINAL

In my two week residency I achieved what I wanted to achieve – I did intensive ten days (or nine better to say, because one day I took a break) research in an Anatum’s Abode and the city of London. My interest in the research was to feel, to understand, to explore specific site (so we might call it „site-specific research“) – the London megalopolis. Important part of that work was also one day (18 hours) durational performance/observation in the London’s Tube/Overground/DLR system.

I prepared a workshop which unfortunately didn’t happen because of the lack of participants but was replaced by its variation done in two people next day.

I participated on two collective events in Anatum’s and in that occasions I executed two performance pieces. Performances were adapted for the specifities of the evenings itself – first one spoke about the history and present of the Anatum’s Abode, second concentrated on the extension of human communication possibilities.

And finally I presented a lecture „Sexuality in dystopian movies.“ The way it happened, the number of pleased listeners, consequential discussion and created atmosphere was maybe the biggest surprise and biggest satisfaction in terms of my residency.

Below you find some photos with which I am saying goodbye. I would like to warmly thank for the possibility given to me and highly recommend the residency for any other possible applicants.

Thank you.

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ab in Anatum’s day 13 & 14

DAY 13 & 14

These two days were devoted to preparations of „a night of immersive interaction between each other, sharing time and space.“ There were food sculptures designated specially for each person, meal together, concentration, wishes offered to the fire sculpture, ritual dance and singing and so on. It happened to be a nice meeting of people.

I participated with a simple „performance“ – I decided not to speak during the evening and rather try to communicate with others through body language or if necessary by writing. As a sign of my speaking incapability I put a purple lipstick on my lips by which I emphasized that incapable area.

Experiment worked quite nicely, created different atmosphere between me and other people. For me it was nice occasion to shut up for a while and to listen more (which is something we all need quite often). Pantomime, touching and writing happened to be my main communicative tools. Maybe might be even more interesting next time not to use the writing as well. On the other hand the writing brought various funny situation – like when I excluded me and my writing partner from the general social situation and established kind of conspiracy between us or when I won one pantomime round by writing guessed word faster than others were saying it.

Beautiful was to use vocal chords not for word producing, but for singing or creating of sounds / shrieking. So the moments of collective singing meant great relief and liberation for me – now I was able to communicate with others in a same way as they did and the connection between us was deeper than usual.

I started to speak again at midnight, after five hours. At the very first moment it was nice to speak again, but I missed my silence as well. Silence might be a miracle.

Below you find my written communication attempts and some „afterpictures.“ Not just random parties but even the „spiritual“ ones ends similarly…

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